Yes!You've guessed it...I have been so busy I haven't had anytime to update by blog but hey am here so lets keep this going.
:D [yaaaaaaaaaaah]
So there is a long weekend ahead and am excited because this means i can afford to stay in bed longer, speak longer hours on the phone with my baby[ oh my god i miss u edward], procrastinate a bit...my brain cells are tired i swear...
Last week was so much of a hassle and it all comes again with been the President and Vice President of too many organizations at a time. I got my self rushing through the review and amending of bylaws and writing up new constitutions; when all that was done I had to hold so many meetings---at the end of the day my feet was all tired, my back ached , my head was spinning and most time i would wake up not even realizing that i fell asleep...and that is without prayer...but everything is getting slower and its all good because now i can focus on me some more....
Funny but as am writing this blog am getting a bit sleepy...lol...haaaa so guess what i think am going to bed right now...
BE POSTED THOUGH BECAUSE I WILL HAVE ALOT OF MIND BLOGGING BLOG POSTS COMING UP SOON!
peace out!xoxo
WOW.....where do i begin.
I have been so busy ever since I landed on the island. For one thing I have lost my mind, and I am now heartless.
SIGH
I do not even say what to say and I am not the kind of person to come online or use my blog to talk about my life. Anways...
Well my vacation isn't going too bad. I have been going to alot of parties>>lol...its like Lisa makes it a must for me to leave my house n go liming. My word I had a blast at Karaoke.I sang like there's no 2morrow. My parents too have been doing alot to keep me happy n reward me for my hard work at school...
I have the best friends ever....not fake but real as it comes.Oh my god I love Tamiko...she makes laugh n she lets me know every minute of everyday how much she loves me...i can go on and on about my friends but duty calls...
My bloggers stay put...much love
Right Now is the second, the minute, the hour to vote a true "Diva" Miss Caribbean Diva 2009-2008
A diva in every sense of the word, the beautiful Sherika Trim is a proud native of St.Lucia. On June 28th she will be vying for the titile of "Miss Caribbean Diva 2009", representing simply beautiful St.Lucia!!!
BUT SHE NEEDS UR HELP!!YES
go to http://pub4.bravenet.com/vote/vote.php?usernum=260241233 or http://www.misscaribbeandiva.com/ Vote for Miss St Lucia-Sherika Trim!!
The polls have been set up in such a way that everyone can vote once everyday. So please log on and vote. Support your country in every way that you can. Spread the word, tell someone to tell someone.
For vistors to my blog who do not know much about the Caribbean, you too can participate and vote!
PLZ CAST UR VOTE FOR MISS ST LUCIA---THE TIME IS NOW AS I SAID FOR A TRUE CARIBBEAN DIVA TO BE CROWNED.
Sherika Trim is a proud native of St.Lucia who resides in the British Virgin Islands.On June 28th she will be vying for the titile of "Miss Caribbean Diva 2009", representing simply beautiful St.Lucia!!! The polls have been set up in such a way that everyone can vote once everyday. So please log on and vote. Support your country in every way that you can. Spread the word, tell someone to tell someone.
Lately I have been so busy trying to improve my health--I was sick for roughly 2-3 weeks and boy or boy I am very happy to be writing in my blog this very moment.
When i did get better i was sucked into the fast life of school and ever since I have been suck studying, completing assignments and online quizzes...
I can officially say 2009 is not my year...I lost a very close and dear friend and now I am praying for one to get out of a coma after been hit by two vechicles whilst riding a bike...W e sure live in a cold cold world...this are never as they may seem and then we have to face the harsh realities of losing someone.
Now I am thinking that I so need a vacation. Initially planned to go the U.S virgin Islands and British Virgin Islands but two days ago canceled that flight. Now am considering going to St. Lucia. Hopefully I get my mind right by Sunday.
Anways blog lovers am off to completing my homework assignments..
A plus-tard.
I sent out a link to my blog to all my facebook friends that I knew were affiliated with Vishnan[ as many friends as facebook would allow me too].
This morning Miguel Chitolie-- a pass colleague mine and friend of Vishnan replied using a video to express his feelings...below is the video. Upon listening to the words, I could not help but cry just thinking about how true was the message of the song...
Indeed, I am sorry and now regretting i never told Vishnan how much i appreciated his friendship and that I loved him. I never told him and now i guess that more of what is killing me inside...
Thanks Miguel
I will never forget May 7th 2009.Why? Because I lost a dear friend in the most shocking way ever.
I will never forget this day, because I will never forget about Vishnan. Right now i feel so helpless as I am out of the island and will not be back until December. I have summer school and then I leave here to go to Florida, St. Thomas and the British Virgin Islands.
Many people describe him as quiet, and indeed this is true until u get to know him. He is a wonderful individual inside out. The good times we shared whilst working together at First National Bank, and the friendship we kept even upon my resignation mean't alot to me. This guy was so funny and would use any opportunity to give me jokes about everything---the lame guys who were chasing after me, the fact that I according to him was too young to drink alcohol, not balancing before him, he eating all my fruit cake from my lunch bag. I mean we shared some good times....I thought we confined in each other but evidently not...because instead of turning to me to talk, he decided to take his own life.
Our supervisor, I know would say anything else but that we were her employees yet. We took control of the bank, and together we were a force to be reckoned with. Together we took a bad situation--like endless customers on a long tiring day--and made it into a race of who would have the most customers come to them. At the end of the day i remember V tallying up the stub that he had marked and counting it. Most times i handled more customers than him and ultimately he gave me the award of "Fastest Teller".
Lastnite i could barely get any sleep. I kept tossing and turning. I was begging God and the angels in the heaven that when i woke up in the morrow that all of this would go away. Robear kept trying to drill the harash reality into my head but i refused to believe it. How could Vishnan just take his own life away? Why did he have to be so selfish not caring about the many people he would hurt because they loved him, adored and cherish him?
This is killing me inside. I can't eat, sleep...when I smile I know the world sees how much it is fake. Many don't understand why his death would impact me so much....and i will tell them again.
He was one of the few people I labeled as a friend! He had so much confidence in me. He always believed that i could do anything..even the the impossible and that no doubt that one day I would be successful in life.That i took "risks" according to him....he didn't want to take the risk of taking a oan and coming to uni..but he might as well have done that!**tear**
They say good things don't last long and i guess they are right?
Rumors has it that it was because of his ex. Now I have one thing to say about that. I know he loved her and that she was the center of his world. What ever had happened in the relationship I do not know!I remember telling him make sure the two of them get married and when they were about too that I wanted my an invitation. Gosh i know he loved her....he would barely want to spend time with the guys because he was always worried about going home straight to her.....and if he did hang himself because of her...shame on human race---No one can get another person in their life like him.No one would be able to be cherished like he cherish her.....he spoke about her all the time....so much so that she was him and he--well he was her...[IN MY EYES] When a man loves a woman he loves her....people say that she had cheated...my take is why do some girls cheat?I don't know...and i don't know if she cheated....I mean in life talk must run
My advice to females who will be reading this though is that they should cherish a guy who loves them. I know of girls who just don't care and would sleep with ur father, brother, uncle, bestfriend if they could...with no sympathy, respect for the guy, his family and associates....but when they do that the shame must be on them being a Whore and not the guy...using all kinds of lame excuses like he did it first...PLEASEEEE...
Again I do not know why he would commit suicide? Me talking about her is a matter of talk running around town in St. Lucia.
Not too long ago Vishnan promised me that when I came to St. Lucia that he, my boyfriend, his girl and myself would hang out. He even said that if he wasn't busy that he would be on the airport waiting to greet me....He accused me of not even spending time with him and the crew when i was home for Christmas 2008...I NEVER KNEW THAT HE WOULD BE LEAVING THIS WORLD SO SOON....
We were even have the drink up of the century....but i guess that won't be happening....
As tears run down my face, and thoughts occupy my mind...and question marks seem to be everywhere in the universe....I want to end this post by saying that my sympathy goes out to his family and friends...
Bye Vishnan....Bye my friend....
You lived ur life like a candle in the wind....
Someday we will meet again in this other world....THIS IS THE ONLY SONG THAT CAN KEEP ME GROUNDED AND HELP ME IN SAYING GOOD BYE---
Love and miss u lots Vish...guess no more games of checkers on Msn for me...**sigh**
Do rest in peace
